A New Day

Wow has it really been two months since I have been on here? I have read so many other blogs and thought about so many things to quip and write about and yet I have stayed away. I would love to say that I am all better and joy has once again been renewed in my heart and my spirit and yet to do so would not be to tell the truth. Something I have learned is very important.

A new day, a new start to a school year, a new school for the kids (again), new people, new season, new clothes, new shoes, new backpacks, new school supplies. Wow that is alot of new.

SOOO is my heart new? What would it take for me to have a new heart of love towards my God? Do I need one or just a new light on my relationship with Him? Good questions, not sure. I know with all my being that I want a new light on it. I know with all my being that I want to navigate my way through all these feelings, come out on the otherside having learned to be who He wants me to be. Mostly, I want to learn what it is He has me on this journey to learn.

I think I just would like to learn it and be done. Maybe it is the very process that He wants me to learn.

Just some rambling thoughts today!!!
As AJ says "We miss grandpa today don't we mom"
Yes AJ we sure do.!!